Crystal O.

Growing up, I was a shy child who depended on my mom a lot and I loved my brother.  Most of the time, I was alone, but I searched for ways to have fun. I remember the difficult times, too. My struggle with addiction began in high school. I used substances to escape bad memories and to feel good. I was drawn to the way they made me sleep or just sit and think. At the same time, I loved laughing with friends and holding onto moments of joy. What ultimately brought me here was my suicide attempt. I had placed everything else before God, which led me down a path of confusion and darkness. In this program, I hope to grow spiritually, develop discipline, and learn to forgive myself so I can move forward. I want to fully accept God’s love and overcome the hypocrisy that once clouded my faith. I know I have misrepresented God’s name in the past, but I am ready to change.